Monday, May 20, 2013
Stupid weight
This afternoon, I had the happy privilege of getting to redo my birth control. It's not that exciting, and though the actual appointment was something nice, given the appointment, but, it was a good thing. The doctor had a really great bedside manner and even Thomas noted that it was a pleasant visit. As pleasant as a visit can go I guess. I don't even really hurt today, which is pretty nice too. I did however, get weighed while I was there. I am not very happy with this. I know that I have resolved to lose this thick shit around my middle, and I have failed at trying very hard at this point. I have started a few times now, and I have gotten into in for about 4 days, and then I stop again. I hate that about me. I want to do something about it, but, I feel like I have, still, no motivation for it. And then I got weighted today. It wasn't exactly the best weight in that I have had. I am thinking that I am going to do my part. I can't keep eating things that are bad for me, and I have to get sleep at night, and I really have to workout daily. I just have to stop making excuses for it. While, I do feel like my medical procedure has prohibited me from doing anything today, that and a head cold, I think I can take this on. I have to have me time in order to feel better and look better. I don't think I look bad, but, I just can't seem to like the way I look. My face is pretty and all, and as my sister was so kind to point out this weekend, I did get my mother's good looks, but, I have a body that I am not proud of... so, I am going to be proud of my self. I am a beautiful woman, and I want my outside to make my inside as well... I want to look good in shorts and tank tops... I love the way that I look.... :)
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