Last night, I started to feel the pressure of what is going on in my professional life. I was given some good advice by a few and all of it I have taken into consideration. I know that to make me happy, it starts with me. I know that if I really set my mind to something I can do it. I also know that once I really set my mind to something I will make every effort to be the very best one of whatever it is I am doing. The hardest thing for me is deciding what it is that I love and what do I want to do.
I have given this a lot of thought and I want to dance.... Ok so that's not exactly going to be the next career move but, it's something that makes me happy. I was thinking about this last night before bed and this morning on the way to work. What do I want? What makes me happy? What can I do to better the rest of the world? Or at least those around me. I think I have it. I love to talk to people and see how they are doing and what kind of things make them happy. If there is a job out there for a person to work for a company and their sole job was to talk to others and make them smile, that's what I want to do. Like a social director or something. But by social I mean in the context of socializing with others. Not like social worker who has a very important job to children and parents and stuff like that. Nope. I want to just talk and have fun and dance when I can and sing when I can and tell funny stories.
So, I have decided to finish writing my book. Not only that, I think I may be able to publish one next month. Like March of this year. I am excited about it. There is much editing to go on, but, I think it's going to be awesome. And I am sure that once I get that one finished, the next one will be coming along. Followed by another and another. I have this planned out for the year. May be a little pre-emptive but, it's what I love and what I have always wanted to do. I keep saying that I want to be a writer, so, that's what I am going to do. No, it's not going to be some sweet love story, I like real life a whole lot better. Makes for some funny jokes and laughs and some good times.
How did I figure this out? I just did. I know that my passion is to write, so that's what I am going to do and follow that dream. I want to write for myself and I want to write for the enjoyment of others. It's time for me to really follow a dream. Just wait, it's going to be good, and sometimes not so good, and sometimes sad and sometimes funny, but always, it's going to be me and life. Maybe I will be able to travel to new and exciting places or maybe not. I look forward to this new adventure. Stay tuned, don't change that dial, big things are coming your way.
